Paper Crown Lyrics
Only Lonely
My fingers are the only bones I want here
She takes me when I share my den
and turn my tide
She knows I have a tendency
I make mountains out of stones
And without timber burn a hundred fires
I've been around, been up and down this road before
I've eaten all the seeds you yearn to give
When I was born she made a garland of the broken weeds
I've always worn it and forever she has lived
How did you know
When I would go
When I swim back to blue
I can only tread water while you tend to my other
She is only lonely for you
Back when all her quiet words were thunder
And her answers were all crooked little truths
I was heavy as a hazard in an unmade bed
Spinning lies, weaving pyres for my youth
I can build a nest in any scaffold
Dwelling in the reverie I keep
I'm traveling in a nightmare on a map back to the greenhouse
Take me to the garden where my daydreams sleep
How did you know
When I would go
When I swim back to blue
I can only tread water while you tend to my other
She is only lonely for you
Do Something
I know stubbornness
Just like this
When is enough enough
Why can't you feel this love?
Blindly watching here
Nearsighted puppeteers
Do something kind with our
patience
There was a time
I didn't know my lines
But I grew up and out
Conquered my childish doubts
Now it's your turn to take
The paper crown you made
Do something kind with our patience
Can't read more than half a page
Spitting all of your tepid hate
And although our bones will ache
We've agreed to stay awake
Blindly watching here
Nearsighted puppeteers
Do something kind with our patience
Come on in for some cheap heartbreak
Our classic mistake
Do something kind with our patience
Can’t Cheat Death
Hands to your hymnals
Hell's at the door
It bellows and it growls and it roars
I was snared by a sickness
Some fever in my lungs
Wore my language like an amaranthine
Brand on my tongue
You spilled blood in the water
You let the storm roll in
Put my hands in the fire
As my welcome wore thin
Salted my wounds and
Spit in my eye
I'll burn the path you walk on
And I let none survive
We are painted with the fear that if the sea recedes it never comes back
But there are two
things I know for sure
I will be free
I will be free
I will be free
And you can't cheat death
Head full of poison
The devil in your hold
You’re a dogtooth liar
And you’re caught up in smoke
Pour acid in your glass
and I’ll watch you choke
I rue the day I met you
And I curse the words you spoke
I ain’t your savior
and I ain’t your slave
I cut the rope you keep me on and
dug up your grave
You’re envious of ghosts and where their hands have been
You got no marrow in them bones
Just trouble and sin
We are painted with the fear that if the sea recedes it never comes back
But there are two
things I know for sure
I will be free
I will be free
I will be free
And you can't cheat death
Fistfight
Fortune up and left me on the hotel floor
Well you know she never paid me no mind
I was lying in the corner making eyes at the door
They say it’s good to start the story with a tragedy
The day I finally met you like I knew I would
And you raised me from the wreck of my doubt
You were smiling to yourself as if we both understood
The silent language of the anguish of a heart that sings but doesn’t make a sound
What did I do to deserve you?
How did you find me, I was already halfway gone
You were a bright light
You were a fistfight
Nobody told me all the patience it takes
For the sky to open up around me
They said love is grabbing blindly at a pit full of snakes
And wait to feel the only eel among the rows of all the venomous teeth
What did I do to deserve you?
How did you find me, I was already halfway gone
You were a bright light
You were a fistfight
Our love is older than the Great War
Our love spins a gun around its finger
Our loves has found its way into our mouths before
Cut our teeth until we swallow it whole
Our love hums low beneath the floorboards
Our love grows flowers in the winter
Our love has found its way onto our tongues before
There is more so take a bite and let it linger
What did I do to deserve you?
How did you find me, I was already halfway gone
You were a bright light
You were a fistfight
Almost Love
I’m in the middle of a drink
Without it I can’t stay
When I reach the top of the trees
I’ll unwrap my fingers, feel my footing run away
I’m in the middle of a poem
This one’s not for you
And as I was counting stars
I may have missed out on my moon
I don’t have a sadness in a place it shouldn’t live
and I don’t have a darkness over all I break and all I mend
I have glass in my throat when I sing
about what an almost love it could have been
I can’t ever sleep
All my dreams are riddled with the
languages a tongue can speak
Before the birds are heard
I’m shrouded in the devil’s cloud to watch the morning burn
I don’t have a sadness in a place it shouldn’t live
and I don’t have a darkness over all I break and all I mend
I have glass in my throat when I sing
about what an almost love it could have been
I gather my yesterdays
They’re all I could hold but in the end not save
I’ll find a new way to be alone
Oh, another hideaway outgrown
I’m in the middle of a drink
This one’s not with you
If I fall, will you swallow me whole?
Turn him into you and turn myself into a fool